Because it's the first time since learning how to kickflip, that I was truly excited to learn or achieve something. The feeling of achieving something I didn't think was possible is something a forgot about a long time ago. But here you are...holding handstands like a pro...Maybe not a pro just yet, but I will get there... Never been this excited about learning something physical since learning how to skate. That's what keeps you going and getting better. That feeling of achieving it; that feeling, "Am I really holding a handstand right now?"